reading death

how could i stay in this house.
where anything goes and he continue to beat his spouse.
an as the beating went on she jus sat there and wonder what got him that arouse.
it was because she did nothing but to him that meant something to react like that.
but if she tried to get away.
would she just be given her life way.
she think if she go back everything would be okay.
but in reality things don't work out that way.
but wat if she stayed what would the future hold next.
my mother stayed and now i reading about her death.

misunderstood

im just misundertsood.
from things i did or never thought i could.
it seem like no one never undertsood.
its complicated expressing me feelings.
from break up to break up my heart never stop healing.
you made me fall in love against my own willing.
but yet im jus misunderstood.
people say its hard to figure me out.
but they never really take the chance to see what im about.
but yea its complicated expressing me own feelings.
things i do good no one seem to mentation.
my life so hard on my waist you see caution.
when i say that what did you think i was meaning.
c im jus misunderstood.
from love to hate i never thought i could.
certian things they say that i couldnt say.
im so frustrated how could i make the pain go way.
its complicated to expressing my own feelings.
how could i play the cards that they're dealing.
i never thought that this would be.
i came so close to losing me.
MISUNDERSTOOD