wat he told me

i keep tryin to keep my distance but this feeling is sumthing i cnt resist u say u all i need u'll take away all of the pain but n return wat will u regain as much as it hurts i luv him its not his fault it seems lyk u willing n able tryna b ma guardin angle ma luv is 4eva let make it work 2getha

tru poetry

my mouth is silent
but yet ma words pour out
i show no rhythem
but yet ppl start to clap and shout
it is becuz im say nuttin
but 2 them im saying sumthing
dat make my words come alive
the crowd stops
i suddenly still
it seems lyk they could feel wat i feel
but yet my mouth is silent
but ma words pour out

my lyfe

i feel so alone......
wen days past and past where my head just rome..............
fuck up thiing is i dont have a house 2 call home............
where the blade mets my skin............
n all the blood begins................
i cry between these 4 walls.............
n the men around me makes my skin crowls.............
as i write i begin to cry...............
n all i can ask is y...........
everyone denies me the little happiness i feel........
ppl call me mean say my words could kill..............
but how would you feel if you had no where 2 go in your xcape rout was a man home.........

my thoughts

im so ova wat it use to be..................
it was always in my thoughts of wat it can be................
damn i cant believe i use 2 dream dat it was always u n me...........
but i got to rememba second place neva get a prize...........
no more i could neva deny.........................
deny my lies..............
if u cant see...................
den i b damn if i put all the blame on me............
i was the one who heard your cries...............
i was the one who your body satified................

reading death

how could i stay in this house.
where anything goes and he continue to beat his spouse.
an as the beating went on she jus sat there and wonder what got him that arouse.
it was because she did nothing but to him that meant something to react like that.
but if she tried to get away.
would she just be given her life way.
she think if she go back everything would be okay.
but in reality things don't work out that way.
but wat if she stayed what would the future hold next.
my mother stayed and now i reading about her death.

misunderstood

im just misundertsood.
from things i did or never thought i could.
it seem like no one never undertsood.
its complicated expressing me feelings.
from break up to break up my heart never stop healing.
you made me fall in love against my own willing.
but yet im jus misunderstood.
people say its hard to figure me out.
but they never really take the chance to see what im about.
but yea its complicated expressing me own feelings.
things i do good no one seem to mentation.
my life so hard on my waist you see caution.
when i say that what did you think i was meaning.
c im jus misunderstood.
from love to hate i never thought i could.
certian things they say that i couldnt say.
im so frustrated how could i make the pain go way.
its complicated to expressing my own feelings.
how could i play the cards that they're dealing.
i never thought that this would be.
i came so close to losing me.
MISUNDERSTOOD